I'm not good guy

Normally, guys should KNOW what?
know how to comfort ppl,
know how to make a girl happy,
know how to take care of others,
know how to talk well,
know how to use their brave,
and more and more...

BUT i think i am not a good guy...
i dunno how to comfort ppl,
when ppl sad, i can do is just accompany,
not even speak some thing to them...
i dunno talk as well as other,
cant get a good communication with others...
my knowledge was less,
dunno this, dunno that,
so i cant join ppl topic when chatting...
but sometimes i am not interested in that...
and actually, every time what i talk is just rubbish..
non-sense...
so i choose to listen...
better let me know more then only i talk...
what kind of guys is this?
a useless guys...
no more word can instead...
I even not enough courage to chase what i wan...
lack of confidence...

Can i make a change?
i know i can, but it is hard...
ppl said, time can make every things change...
but do u know how long it take?
I am trying my hard to be more confidence since last few years...
but, still not enough...
haiz~what kind of guy is this?
i think should be called as a useless guy...
no more word can instead...

ARGHHHH~

不健康的生活

我的学院生活开始前，每天都会被妈妈给压制着

不能到处去玩，不可以太也入眠。
可是，当我搬到外面住了，一切都改变了。
因为不受任何的控制，所以我...
不到深夜都不爬上床。
而导致了我的生活时间日夜颠倒。
尤其在考试期间，更是不得了。
每天不到凌晨五点都不用入眠。
而早上下午都躲在被窝里睡觉...
所以，这已成了习惯...
而且，我们每天都晚餐都在大约午夜十二点。
去吃我们最爱的nasi lemak...

然后就顺便闲聊到两三点才回家。
这样的生活，已持续了一个月有余。
当然，因为住在哪里，真是闷到爆。
所以，有时我们就会找点娱乐。
因为我不打机，所以我们就去了。。。当然还有sizhong那高招的技术


超厉害的。
就这样，你认为我还会健康吗？
可是，这也不算学坏了吧...
至少我没有上瘾，也没有浪费太多钱。
就这样，我的学院生活已过了两个学期。
接下来的日子，又有什么不一样的呢？
拭目以待...^^

A new blog...

I opened this blog is because i willing to delete my old blog. And some of my friends really wish me to continue to write blog. So i just opened a new one. cause i dun wanna to continue with my old blog. This blog, i willing to share more about my life style and who am i. Hopefully u will like it.